Been drowning myself with tears.
What do you do when you do isn’t good enough? Sometimes, i feel the world would be better without me. I’m not really suicidal, consciously killing myself but if there’s a car on my way, I’m not really sure if i’d move out of the way.
My weaknesses are showing more than ever. And I am falling to pieces. I’m slowly but recklessly breaking apart and I could ask you for help. But let’s be honest. I am on fire and you’re using me to light your cigarette.
Don’t be sad.